January 2010
I have a brain of straw, heart of steel, and I’m afraid of my own shadow. I’m a walking one man Wizard of Oz… lions and tigers and bears oh my!
I just want effin’ cuddles.
I love watching people make every wrong decision just to avoid the right one. This includes myself because lord knows I do it on the daily.
Why do I say I won’t say anything, it always leads to me feeling like shit for not speaking up. Those fuckers better speak up because that’s just shitty on their part if they don’t!
I don’t know what’s going on in my head, I’m a little confused. I’m also strangely attracted to someone, and it’s weird because I have no control over it. I don’t like them or anything, I’m just very attracted to them. It’s a weird feeling; and a first for me! Whaaaaaaa?!?!!!!!
I’ve been having these really awesome dreams about cuddles, waking up thinking it was actually happening, then realizing I’m just hugging a pillow!
Worst person I know.
I hate the feeling of realizing bad drunken epiphanies, are very true. I realized just how crappy a friend someone was, and not paricularly to me, but to someone else they actually consider a good friend. It kind of made me lose the little bit of respect I did have for them; and believe me, it wasn’t much! You are a piece of shit sir; a shiny one though so people just see something...
“After you’ve done a thing the same way for two years, look it over...”
– Alfred Edward Perlman
“Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.”
– Arthur Robert Ashe, Jr, 1943 - 1993